What did you think about before falling asleep last night? The last thing you remember, the last image, what was it? What brand of cereal do your taste buds prefer? Is that the one you eat or are you trying to be healthy? What do you do during the moments in the day when you're not working? How many of them – those moments– are spent in bed? You look happier, are you? Do you smile at yourself in the mirror? When someone asks how you are doing what do you say? Do you tell people the truth about how you are actually doing? Or do you make some general comment, like 'Good. You?' ? Do you feel bad for dead plants? What about rotting bananas? Isn't that the same thing? Is the level of bad feelings the same for both? Have you ever stood outside in the rain? Just stood and not walked? Do you ever think about going from a walking motion to a laying down position? Do you ever stop for a moment and wonder if you could bring yourself to do it? On the sidewalk in front of people? When you are around people in communal outdoor spaces like a park do you feel more or less lonely? More or less lonely than when you are making out with someone you don't really know? Have you ever forgotten someone's name that you've made out with, the next day? Have you ever forgotten your best friend's name, for a second? On a scale of 1-5 how much better has this year been compared to 1994? (1 means it's not at all better, 5 is like holy shit this year is so much fucking better than 1994). How many times did you lie today? Do you think the person you were lying to thought about whether you were telling the truth or not? Was this person you? Is the voice inside your head very much like the person you are in real life? How many people would you say really know you? How many of these people are people you've kissed? How many of them are still in your life? Do you talk to any of them more than once a day? Do you talk to anyone more than once a day on a regular basis? Between 5-7 times a week? Who is it? Do you prefer mornings or nighttime for sex? Do you ever turn all the lights off? Have you ever thought about leaving forever without telling anyone? Where would you go? Would you tell me if I promised not to visit you or tell? Do you prefer cloudy or cloudless skies? When was the last time you laughed until you cried? Those are very different emotions, were you really happy or really sad when this happened?